All you need is love. That is one of my favorite song lyrics, because its written by one of my favorite bands and also because love is an important subject to me.
Some of its importance could be attributed to the fact that I am still a young girl, some due to me being a deep and emotional person, but also because I think that love really is all one needs.
I spend a lot of time thinking about my future spouse, my soul mate. I believe that there is one person out there, hiding among the seven billion other people, that will change your life. The one you are destined to meet, and will fall in love with. The one who will be your best friend AND your lover all rolled into one. The one who gets you and who understands everything about you.
I like to think that I will be meeting him soon, since after all, everyday I am coming closer to finding him. I like to think that we will meet in a non-conventional way. That we will be pushed together by the universe in a way that neither of us could possibly resist. Either way, when we meet we will feel like we are at home. Conversation will come easy, and I'll know he's the one by our third date.
Our love will be pure and we will be completely honest with each other. We will be able to spend our time together doing silly things.
I want to play with his hair and hold his hand. I want to hug him for way too long, just because I won't want to let go. I want to write him letters and talk on the phone for hours. I want to watch movies with him, with him cuddled around me like a blanket.
I don't want drama and I don't want lust. I want him to respect my boundaries and have high standards too.
The anticipation of him is what keeps me moving forward someday. If I'm going to meet him soon, I better get myself straightened out so things can happen the way they should.
I need to heal for myself, and for him.
My other half.
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